Monday, June 18, 2012

A non exclusive list of things that make me anxious

Sunday nights from 5 pm - 10 pm

Monday, Tuesday, & Wednesday mornings from 6 am-9am

Being on the top floor of a mall

Driving in a new area

Driving in traffic

Checking my bank statement

Getting calls from people I don't know

Going to the gynecologist, dentist, pharmacist, & optomotrist

If I leave my cell phone rings and I don't know the number

Every time my work phone rings

If I have more than 3 voicemails

Anytime someone tells me to just "get a new job"

November 11

March 6

December 26

January 2

When my fingernails are too short

Paying for a dinner I really can't afford

Being out of wine

Too many events planned in a row

Hamburgers

Having to drive another human being anywhere

Bills

Paying my rent

My bed

Swimsuits

If it might possibly snow

If my pant legs will be wet

If water gets through my shoes


Monday, June 11, 2012

I I I'm spread way too thin, everybody wants to know what's happening...

Some days are good, some days are bad.  Today was nothing tomato soup, Mr. Riggins, a run, & a glass of wine couldn't handle.

Sometimes I feel like "is this it?" and feel as if I'm wasting my talents.  But then I'm like "what talents?" and go back to my wine.

Here's my favorite tweet from the Mad Men finale: "Unhappiness is the only true consistent in life. Also, I want to bite Roger's ass." -Lemmonex

Yesterday was my mom's 52 birthday.  It feels sometimes as if her life is just starting and there's so much potential.  It's pretty amazing.  She's the most amazing person I know. I know most people say that about their moms, but I'm serious.  I'll tell you sometime if you are ever curious.